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Post by Admin on Jun 28, 2024 2:45:38 GMT
The only things I ever had Ran away screaming that I was bad. Now all my days are awful and sad. How can I hold on to someone that lied on me mad. No more I love yous’ no more being strong. Now the only thing I hear is how much I did wrong. I sit here every single day, crying because my world turned grey. Day after day I sit at my job Wondering about dying or joining a mob. How does she hate me enough to turn her back How could my angel turn my heart black? The thought of ever seeing her again Is a new battle that I know I can’t win. I hate myself a little more each day Wondering how I missed enough for things to be this way. My mind is breaking in more ways than one. Why do I have to be afraid of this gun? Everyone thinks this is no big deal. Meanwhile my entire existence feels unreal. God has taken everyone I’ve ever loved. They either turned their backs or died and went above. I don’t want to hear their excuse That will never be love, it’s called abuse. I’ll never feel like more than a joke Why didn’t anyone listen when I spoke?
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